I dream I am awake....

I turn over and peer over my shoulder A deafening silence spreads over me.I move closer to the corner of my bed. Is it only an hour since i talked to a real "hot head"?

I recollect the conversation over and over in my head.The squabble makes me want to confront him and give him a white flag instead of the red

There is so much sadness in my tear filled eyes.Whose mistake is it that our conversation always spins counterclockwise ?

There is a fear that grips me which I am struggling to face.Let me close my eyes again, to meditate to see what is misplaced.

I think i m finally starting to fall asleep looking into the realm.Can the worst fear be the fear of losing a loved one? These questions are making me feel overwhelmed!

I am dreaming now and i see my reflection looking at me.She whispers " Time to wake up now,It's time to see the world and its beauty"

I wake up startled and sit up straight, I watch the sun's rays slowly let itself in through the shades.I smile at myself and realize i haven't slept at all.But there is a startling truth that beckons me as i stare at the blank wall

Life is a dream and we are always chasing to find a spotlight

If you have a passion and u get smitten

Don't give up in what you believe in

We all have one life to live and learn

Life is, but a dream ? :)

 Pooja

 (www.reflectionofthevoid5.wordpress.com)

 

A Fraction of Minute

A minute did not pass when i did not see your messages.It made me feel like i was waiting for ages.I peeked again and again, perhaps i missed the buzzes.A pencil in hand, I began to make a few sketches.

I heard the deafening silence, and then the buzz of a bumble bee. 

I drew a flower, as I started to see things more clearly 
The honey of the bee, as sweet as it may be Also comes      


with the bee's sting And I for one am no queen bee.
So i stay away and wait till the buzzing in my head stops drumming .

Wait, oh,wait why is it still stinging ?
 I mustered the courage and saw his unmoved ID. 
Let me listen to the voices in my head and send him a treaty.


Are you waiting for me on the other end ? 
Even if we were together, 
we would still have our backs turned .
Wait,oh,wait, this is no easy mend!


In a fraction of a minute, I got his reply, I calmed myself and blinked my eye
"You are the most amazing thing"He said

I smiled a big grin coz his words struck me like lightning.
In this fraction of a minute my dears, All my grudges were left wandering

I've never met a person more loving as he.
And yet, he hides and his fireworks , a bit antsyI replied "Let me explain myself" 

as I always did He must have given me a odd look trying to signal to me to close my lid He was always willing to listen and make amends .
But i owed him an explanation, and I typed it all and then clicked resend

In a fraction of a minute, we were normal and in good spirits :) :) :)


Pooja 
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