I dream I am awake....

I turn over and peer over my shoulder A deafening silence spreads over me.I move closer to the corner of my bed. Is it only an hour since i talked to a real "hot head"?

I recollect the conversation over and over in my head.The squabble makes me want to confront him and give him a white flag instead of the red

There is so much sadness in my tear filled eyes.Whose mistake is it that our conversation always spins counterclockwise ?

There is a fear that grips me which I am struggling to face.Let me close my eyes again, to meditate to see what is misplaced.

I think i m finally starting to fall asleep looking into the realm.Can the worst fear be the fear of losing a loved one? These questions are making me feel overwhelmed!

I am dreaming now and i see my reflection looking at me.She whispers " Time to wake up now,It's time to see the world and its beauty"

I wake up startled and sit up straight, I watch the sun's rays slowly let itself in through the shades.I smile at myself and realize i haven't slept at all.But there is a startling truth that beckons me as i stare at the blank wall

Life is a dream and we are always chasing to find a spotlight

If you have a passion and u get smitten

Don't give up in what you believe in

We all have one life to live and learn

Life is, but a dream ? :)

 Pooja

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